Fashion Clothing Catch

I remembered attending lots of graduation convocation at the same university. 

Just then, I realised that I have grown up so much. Those my sisters' friends whom I had lunch with them when they were in their foundation year, they were all graduated. Time flies. Only yesterday is remembered clearly.

I decided to share a photo of me when I was Form 1. It was taken at UTP, my sisters' university. It was her convocation. 

As you can see, that's little Elisa, hiding behind my dearly mother. Hey, that's my little brother. He is rocking with his Winnie the Pooh and Friend Tee. That was his favourite. He literally wore it everyday! 

Let's see what I was wearing. I wore a black shirt. That was my first ever black shirt. I was never allowed to wear black because my parents said that was not a good colour. I forced them to buy that black shirt for me because I wanted to wear it on Chinese New Year. And no ones ever wear black on Chinese New Year. 

That was a pair of flare jeans. It was not that flare, but you could see I was obsessed with that cutting. Mine wasn't that flare, but my twin sister's was super flare. My sandal! They were pink in colour. I bought them from Ipanema. I wore them like for every occasion. I thought they were formal. But they made me so informal here.

I had a lion shaped hair. I always had my hair cut in my hometown. But I hated that hairdresser so much! I told her to cut a little bit. But she always ended up cut a LITTLE bit MORE. I used to have fringe, but I thought it made me look kiddy. So, I brushed it to the right side.

I used to think wearing those were presentable. I meant wearing them for those functions. A lot of time after attending more and more functions, I realised I needed to change my style. A pair of jeans, and a tee shirt were literally my style. I wore those combinations for any time.

This was taken when I was 16. When I saw this picture, I laughed. I never knew I could pose something like this. See, my face was so fierce. I looked like I was a zombie. I have that orange shirt. That was my fashion. But it was much better in a way that I actually knew how to pose in front of the camera. 

It was so fun to look back how I looked like. These are the reasons why I want to be a fashion designer so badly. I wish to save people from being like me. I wish they wouldn't even have a chance to wear so ugly and under-standard like how I was. I wish I could. 

I used to refuse for going to those occasion when I was Form 3 and Form 4. I felt as if I was the odd one with my sister. Due to the shame that I had given to myself, I started to think about how to combine different fabric together, though I have no proper skills in drawing.

I cherish this little dream of mine. I know, one day, I would achieve that dream.