Monday, December 29, 2014

Late Life of Love

Life is short.

I'm quite sure what I have done this year. Certainly about what I passionate about. Playing guitar, piano and reading books. Other than that, I did revision on my studies, not to say everyday, but regularly. This year has been a year of mine craving knowledge. I can say I don't really give all my 2014 time to knowledge because most of my free time was used to being in social media. I'm sort of regretting what I have done, but I'm still spending my time on Twitter and Instagram.

I have just experienced two weeks of lovely time with my family. That was great. And I really hope that you, should spend some time, staring at something or sharing all you with your family. Your level of your family bond will slowly review. There you know, how much time you should invest on your family love. Because love doesn't exist without sharing and caring. Because love is all about sharing, caring and using your time just to love.

Lately I have been reading a book entitled A Bend in the Road by Nicholas Sparks. It is a story about love. As most of you know, Nicholas Sparks writes couple love stories. Well, he slowly reviews the love of family, which he has successfully made me rethink about time and love. I really recommend you read his books.

About love, we see it spreading around the world. Give and receive are the only ways you feel the love.

Although Christmas Day passed, I would like to retell you that God loves you that He even gives His only child to save us from our sins and gives us eternal life.

Merry Late Christmas!

Elisa :)

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Do, Did, Done

Hi there!

Some times I just wonder how silly I am. There were times when I feel as if the whole world abandoned me. And that feeling wasn't good.

My life now is a bit too bored, I can say. I eat, sleep, hang out with friends, go church and etc. I did have done a lot of my next year college stuffs. I went to the college and did the enrollment. And that was the worst experience ever!

To be honest, I am always quiet in front of people I don't know. Maybe sometimes I don't even want to talk. Talking is the best recreation in the world. However, to me it is never a good activity during something serious like enrollment.

I am looking forward to a more talkative and proactive me next year. Since this year comes to and end, I decided to check what I haven't done well this year. I read this 2014 New Year Resolutions. And I feel like I haven't completely completed my resolutions.

I wrote about my English. Yes. I can tell I'm still lack of confidence but at least a bit of it is trying to take over me. And that's God. Aha. Lack of confidence is a sign of not being able to speak English fluently. So, if you ever spoke to me in English, and I appeared to be like a dumb, just accept the truth that I was not being comfortable with you. Well, I'm trying hard.

Next thing is that I wrote I would read more story books. The matter about this was that I had not enough time to spend every day immersing myself into the books. I did read a lot of books this year compared to last year. And I think I broke my own reading record.Maybe 15 books? I don't know. You might say I am being too proud of myself because most of the book lovers read more that what I did. Well, to be honest, I don't think I'm good enough too. I need to read more books.

Besides English, nothing special I can write about.

Thanks there.
Should end here.
Elisa X


Wednesday, December 3, 2014

The End.

This, is, the life after SPM.

I feel normal as I still have things to do. Like sorting out my books, cleaning up my room, throwing all the old clothes and etc. Life after SPM aren't what you really enjoying. Well, maybe you do, but not me.

Flashed back. I thought a lot about what I was and what I used to be. After people use almost a quarter of their lives thinking about the past, remembering the glory they achieved. I don't really agree that people have glory, even for one second. Do people even deserve? We seek for strength, power and money ( I mean most of us probably do ). We would be using 3 quarters of our lives proving how super and how good we are. We spend less than 24 hours thinking about life after death because it is scary to experience or even think about it.

We are scared of people looking down on us. Looking down on our silliness, and our weakness. We try very hard to make it not to be seen. We are like wearing sunglasses during the night while BBQing. We thought that people would look at us from heads to toes. Well, probably they do less than what we think they would. Do you even care how people do? I can tell not really. Because we always look at ourselves.

I feel like laughing at myself. Writing this nonsense blog post just because I think about nonsense things.

After all, we realise every life has an end.


Glory to the Lord.
Elisa X