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Hi there. I have a sudden feeling to write a blog post. The deep deep feeling. I don't know if you've got bored of my blog contents. Some were about my stupid life, my thoughts and my stupid everyday routine. 

I've too many fun in my life. My life is full of colour. You are right, I'm trying to make my life a meaningful life and a life with no regrets. That's why I'm still learning piano and studying my textbooks (-.-). There is only way to change your life status, which is by studying. Okay. This sentence is quoted from my form 4 history book, who I can't remember (at least I can still remember there is such sentence, gotta work hard on my history). I'm sure that he was a Chinese. If every Chinese has got this thought, then I'm a half Chinese. I don't really think that studying helps in all the way by changing your life status, indeed the most important is a person's attitude and character. Attidute of a person builds his life? Haha. Ok. I think first of all, we should believe in God. 

So, yea! Taking up too many hobbies make me feel stress out sometimes. These hobbies make me feel like I still have something to do. This makes my life more colorful. One of these is that playing piano. Here is a history of my piano lessons.

I've learnt piano since I was young, like the age 5. You might be thinking that I'm in a high grade now. However, you are wrong. Totally wrong. I stopped at the age 8 and retook it last year. So, I pressured myself a lot in playing it. I want to be zero errors. But if I can play a piece of music without errors, I'm no longer Elisa Jean. Then I'll be Elizabeth Jean or Elisa Samuel or Patrick or Richard. Yea, you know, things are not pefect with me. What to do? I've to accept it since human is not perfect and we have to ask strength from God! 

So, yea. Piano makes me think of how old I'm. "It is not special that I learn very fast, but it is because I'm too old to learn while others've been learning since young", here is the real meaning of mine. Okay, tell you this is another quote from a book that I borrowed from library. It is a Melayu language book ( I forced myself to read something like that and I slowly have some favour on it). This sentence is so inspiring. Ok. And the condition that I'm facing, I definetely wanna surrender. I feel like I'm so old in everything. However...

"Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that sufferings produces perseverance; perseverance, character; character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because god has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. "

Yea. This is another quotation from the bible (Roman 5: 3-5).

These are the words that make me feel like it is worth to do something that I don't like. You know, go against the lusts and desires. 

Thanks for spending your time reading this bad English blog post.

Apologizes are being made to you if you really think that I should study more English then only write a post. I'm really sorry to pollute your eyes, waste your time, dirty your brain and make you angry.

Elisa Jean.

9:43 p.m

17.02.2014

Monday