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I really thank God about what he has done tome.

From the very start of my college life till the soon ending first semester. I managed to maintain my scholarship. I thought I couldn't make it, due to the failure of what I've made in certain subjects, but still, glory to God, I got the scholarship from the college.

About the Parents- Lecture Conference, my lecturers didn't really tell much comments to my mum. It was really great because I wasn't really behave well in college, frankly. I just didn't understand why, the comments made were like super short compared to my classmates'. Thank God for the lecturers!

Good girls good boys, bad girls bad boys.
I just realised I ain't young anymore. I'm 18, but I still act like a kid. Emotional all the time, which means my rational have never gotten on me. I'm such a weirdo. I tend to look back what I've done in the past, like spending my time playing "teaching" with my twin sister, riding bicycle in my neighborhood, gossiping about people ( I stopped doing it when I was 14, okay) and switching chinese books to english books. Guess how funny it is. I used to read lots of Chinese novels. I could finish reading two books ( one book was like 300+ pages ) in a day. After turning 15, I was obsessed with English novels. There were lots which I didn't even know about the authors' names. I just love sucking up the vocabs and the feelings of the stories. I feel like living in them.

Okay. I'm going into too abstract. But well, books accompany me.

About things I haven't done. I feel so lazy and regretful. I want to ace for my preU and get into a nice and famous college. I've this little tiny passion. I wish I could get through it, and do it.

Today's CF was about the purpose of life. I thought about the aim of my life too. Like what I should do, and what I shouldn't let myself do. I want to do a lot of things. However, those are all what I WANT. Well, so I tell myself to pray to God and get a real and solid aim for it.

Elisa