Friday, March 22, 2013

Art

It is the month March. Still, I often get abb amassed when I'm talking to anyone in English. I know this is the big problem, so I hope I can overcome this obstacle as soon as possible. I like others care for me but I don't have the bravery to communicate with anyone. I feel bad, when I see the others are happily talking. I scared to be rejected by others. Really! I think I'm such a large dump in anywhere. Without talking to the others, I really don't know where I can express myself. I'm not selfish nor proud that I don't want to talk to you, is that I really have bravery to talk to you.

I like drawing. I draw when I'm upset, and stressed. 

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Running towards.

I love jogging, running, jumping and lots of exercise. I am not as expert as those who run for competition. I'm just the one who LIKE.

I've found that I'm actually run only during the time I planned for myself for jogging. In other times, I refuse to run. In the other words, I am lazy. Lazy studying, reading and interacting.

I'm so upset of myself. Really! I've lots of negative characteristics. Jealousy, pride and all the others, have been accompanied with me for many years. I hope I can change those attitude.

With God's words, we can only be witness. Without his words, we are ugly and dirty. Dear lord, help me and carry me out of the darkness.