2012... 2013. I tore the the last page of the 2012 calender then threw it into the rubbish bin. The first day of the year is a remembering day. And this reminded me what I've done during the past few years. Yet, I felt remorseful of what I have done.
Thinking what I've done during the pass few years, I found that I've been so timid as I couldn't even speak to anyone despite my close friends. It was because I've always thought that I was a low class people. So, when I spoke to the others, my eyes would probably escape from their eyes vision field. What I have decided to be done in this year is to be more sociable.
Being a mandarin speaking student, I couldn't manage to the opportunity to talk to the english speaking students. It was not because I couldn't speak english, was because I felt afraid and embarrassed while talking to anyone in english. This was getting more serious as I found that i couldn't even speak to anyone in english. I was very concerned about this serious problem and always wanted to cure this " sickness". Therefore, I have decided to talk every friend and classmate in english. For me, this is quite a challenging work. So, I have to achieve it slowly. Hopefully, this task can be completed before i leave my secondary school.
Yes, the english subject is a really big problem for me. In the past few years, my English subject's result was always annoying me as it has been always getting a grade C. So, every time when my English teacher gave me essay as a homework, I would get extremely frustrated. I couldn't even want to do the essay as my grammar was really weird and I often scared that too many grammar errors as well as the errors of sentence structures. Of course, because of the errors, I got scolded by my teacher. This year, I must achieve a better grade for this subject as I will read more english books and ask teacher and friends whenever I have any problem.
Completing my new year resolutions is not an easy task for me. For me, what I really demand is God can give me the strength and a persisting mind for me to cope for it. And I hope these tasks will be ticked in the end of the year.